Sorry, I just feel like venting randomly...

Well, I had about a three hour talk with my mom last night and I can barely see through my eyelids, if that says anything.
I found out a lot about my dad, maybe some stuff that I probably don't want to know, but I'm glad that I do.

I just feel like I don't know who I am anymore, or where I've come from.
I feel like I've been living a lie. And this probably sounds over dramatic, but it's not.
You'd understand if you knew my family history.

I guess I'm just tired of figuring out different things, when I thought them to be something else...
And I feel bad, but I told my mom I wish I was born into a different family, but it's true.
I feel like I'm being punished for something I haven't done.
I can't understand it.

Okay, I guess that's enough for one day.
This week is gonna be hella fun, I'm spending it with my dad
&sarcasm;

It's gonna be really hard for me to look at him the same.
It's a good thing he doesn't know that I know.
:/